oh fuck.
the post i wrote is gone just because connection isn’t smooth.
damn it.

oh well.
today is good.

Finally I’m done with my report. Damn it! It was helluva ride of emotions for me men. I was pretty sure I can finish it with 4 days without rushing. 4 days what, just spend a few hours taking down points and linking my points from the article to what I learned. Type it out then done. Sounds do-able. But that’s not the case. When I sit down and start taking down main points, I couldn’t find any. When I finally spot a few, I was so happy like phew but then I couldn’t link all the points to what I need to apply or what I had to apply was not in the article only part of it was. So I tried finding another article but most of it was before Nov 1^st which I couldn’t use because my lecturer wants something that is recent. I’ve probably wasted 1 whole night already. I was sick to my stomach by helpless I was. ANYWAY! I’VE FINISHED DOING IT! THAT’S THE MOST IMPORTANT THING. I’m so glad but yet I feel like an idiot. Glad that I manage to finish a 2000 word report, idiot is that I skip 2 days of lecture for that report. Damn it. So angry with myself for doing that! But I know if I were to attend those 2 days of lecture I would not have enough time to finish my report. arghwth! I’m gonna needa start early on another report. God bless me.

On a happier note. My birthday will be in 1 week’s time. And yeow wen’s birthday is a day after mine. Cannot wait for his chalet where we can all do stupid things.  How awesome can it be!

THink NICE. Think AWESOME.

AH! This week has been pretty good. Getting the hang of it. Everything takes time. I probably just need it longer. Certain lectures seems interesting, the questions asked made me realised how much little i know about the world. l0l. Laughable! spending too much time in my comfort zone alr. need to read more la!! simple as that!  

I nv thought how thinking positively can help make a day better. I have always been pretty pessimistic. Always thinking the worst of everything, so when it happens, i could tell myself, i was prepared for this. How prepared i was? no one knows not even i.. probably just wallowing in misery the whole time. Very loser. because negative energy grows on you if you let it stay. thinking positively can really help make life better ( for me, it does). You would feel that there’s so much more in life than to what you’re worrying about. Positive thinking attracts positive energy, which is good. haha. I want positive energy surrounding me 24/7! haha. I  do have negative thoughts but i’ll try to replace it with a positive one, still trying to learn to be a more positive person.

I have been thinking about dodo ever since ytd to pep’s house. Such a cute dog. She looks soooooo cuddle-able! I want a picture w her!!  hahahhaha! AW MEN!!!

Seeya2009, Hello.2010.

So, Xmas and NewYear were spent with my family. Precious. Though I was thinking of heading to bry’s crib to meet HL and the rest after countdown w my family but no one made plans, even my sister stayed home. Anw! I made sushi again. Its tastier. I should probably make it for lunch everyday. haha. I think this year would be a good one. I can smell it already. Since I’ve decided, I will stick to it and not let what others say get me down. I have plans. I know my goals. I am more clear-headed now. I’m not going to be oblivious to my surroundings anymore. My parents still look at me like I’m 9 though. I never seem to grow up in their eyes. And This year would be a big year for me. The year where everyone celebrates it big time. Finally its my turn. I’m making it simple as always. Past birthdays were celebrated with family and close friends. Likewise, this year will be the same, just that relatives will be included, which means more pressies! Love that thought! haha.

Thats it. goodnight.

I watched Avatar 3D with the guys today. The whole show is great, minus the 3d glasses thou.  It gives me headache =/  But i think the storyline is very interesting.. I want to watch Sherlock Holmes next.

I have to say I really really appreciate what you gave me. AWESOME!!! Couldn’t ask for a better one. I’m also really touched how the both if us took this seriously! And glaad you like what i got you. haha.

okgtg, am so tired. woke up so bloody early today.

Merry Christmas!

Its been a long time since I’ve done gifts exchange! So exciting! hahah. I totally forgot how vexing it is to get presents. But i think all’s good. hahah. YEAH!! can’t wait can’t wait! For this year’s Xmas family dinner , we made sushi. So fun, i think i can open a Japanese restaurant.

I badly, urgently, have to, need to save money. Easier said than done seriously. Even if i stop shopping, it somehow gets spent, not on food or transport thou. I really wonder.. I’m going to take note of my every expenditure daily. because I’ve got plans for the next 2 years. I really need to be more discipline on how i spend.

Note to self: be frugal! spend within your my means!!

okbye. MERRY.CHRISTMAS!

No more pen, No more books, No more teachers’ dirty looks.

Ahah. I love this title. My sister came up with it for her fb album(her last day of exams) .

Feels so good to be home! Will only feel safe at home. haha. I really really missing the weather there thou. OMG why can’t sg be somewhat a little colder? 10 days just went by like that! Staying at my sister’s rented house was really cool. Its very big, but a little too creepy. haha. The main purpose of this trip was of cos her graduation. Its an whole day event and that particular day was fucking hot. You don’t perspire at all but you juat feel like you are standing right above a huge fire. bloody terrible. But i think all the graduates more poor thing cos they have to put on that utterly thick coat and walk under that killer sun. God Bless them. Anyway, the whole event was an eye opener for me. The stadium where the graduation ceremony took place was freakingly huge. Everyone with their graduation coat look smug. haha. I want to go on stage and take my cert too. =D

Christmas is nearing!! LIKE HOORAY! I miss jo & hl so much. I can’t wait for X’mas dinners with them. Hmmm. what should i get for them? *tap foot and rubs chin*

okay.bye.

Cold Summer.

I’m having a splitting headache now. Sucks so bad. *curse and swear*                                                                                                       I wanna take panadol but i haven’t take breakfast, still waiting for sis to wake up to cook for me. WANT.TO.DIE.NOW!

Feeling damn lethargic. I hope I still have energy to walk ard the city with sisters. Thou I highly doubt it. I just wanna stay home and nua… *bang head on table*!!

Its been (i think) 3 days since we’ve reached melb. Sis told us its summer and it’ll be really hot just like sg however thats not the case. Awesome weather these few days. The wind is so cold. The sun damn strong too. Its hot and cold mix tgt. I like! lmao.

Gtg, my headache is getting worst.

P.S If you have time. Watch The Cove. Awesome documentry!!

I got a new phone!

Yeah!! But I’m still so used to using my reddie.  It’s been thru thick and thin with me for over 2 years. l0l.

I think Mom would be happier, within 2 months she got 2 new phones. First was iphone then bb.  haha. Bb suits her better than iphone. It much much more user friendly.

So now Sis is using the iphone while I’m using Sis’s E71.
The hand me down tradition..

We’ve been packing the house recently. Making major changes to make  it more spacious. I srsly have not idea where all the stuff came from.. Geez!

The weather looks damn good today. Hope my clothing quickly become dry!

Ytd I brought Jes to watch new moon. We went to amk hub cause cousin gave us 2 free ticket that could only be used in cathay cinema. The popcorn there is horrible. eew! It tastes like coffee. Jes was so cute  thou. She got all excited when the movie was starting. I was sexcited too! i get to see jacob’s hot bod again. HAHA.

Gtg pack my luggage. okBye!

Random post~

Its December already.
How time flies… but then again, I felt this year went by quite slowly.
( always contradicting myself. Tsk tsk. )
Probably it is because I wasn’t doing something I enjoy.
In another months time it will be a new start for me again.
I have thought a lot about it and I think this will be the best for me.
Some people choose the right way and went right through to reach their destination, while some took a longer route to achieve their goal.
I have taken the longer one. Being so messed up in O levels definitely cause some difficulties for my journey…
Anyhows! I’m so looking forward to next year. I know it’s going to be a challenge to do well in both studies and work.
I know I can do it.
It will be great.
*****
Movie with hl was freaking awesome!
Thou much of the scene was my cobcob. Hahaha!
I Love It!
*****
Last Thursday was Dearest 21st !
It’s the best celebration I would say! Everything went as plan!
& TADAH! Party poppers are popping everywhere for her
Love you bf!!